I didn't want to go to Two Chefs and a Table last night for the Loaded Bow dinner. I love those crazy ladies, but I'd just gotten off a boat, was covered in crusted salt water and muddy dog, and only wanted my feet on a pouf in front of Greek take-out and Netflix.
More importantly, I've been trying to avoid eye contact with my project lately because I keep seeing massive holes in my nets and am terrified of taking it on full time. In MAY. Which is one week away. Puke. The last thing I wanted to do last night was talk enthusiastically about my business.
But I'd already bought a ticket, and I was hungry, and deep down part of me knew I needed to be surrounded by those power houses. I threw on my red pants and limped out the door telling Steve I'd be home in an hour.
Three hours later I bounced back through the door and buzzed around the bed recounting my evening. You know what? Our server had been reading my blog! That was really shocking, partly because I don't think there's much of interest here to anyone but me, and partly because I sometimes forget that it's public. Ha. Hi everyone!
I also got a pep-talk from a couple of wise designers, who reminded me to stay true to what I'm doing. I get dizzy looking up at the giants I'm all of a sudden in business with. Gaile and Rachel reminded me that my small-guy proportions are just fine.
Thanks to Loaded Bow for another hour of power.